Ello... 3 years later...

Ello... was trying to look for a fren's blog and came across my old account... strange to looking back to this (forgtotten) blog of mine... surprised its still here, ha! Well, all's fine and yeap still very much single... =\ So for a start (to an old, dormant engine), should i start leaving posts on this piece of paper?

Troubled...



Help.

Hihi..

Hmm.. nth much happened lately... hmmmm let me see... trg for most parts of this mth... made a few new frens along the way...



Oh ya... am totally in love with " nodame cantabile ".... Captivating pieces, engaging characters....

bah... emo~~~~

It has been a while....

Yeap.. it has been a while since i last blogged... i wonder if theres anyone still peeking in to see if theres any update... nvrtheless, allow me to put in sum words...


Well... many things had happened during this hiatus... hmmm... of cos the biggest being me breaking up with my ex... It was not meant to be... So... with a painful heart, I tore apart frm it. Now tt i see her living a happier life (i really hope)

i am happy for her.

Work has been another bugging factor, the load jus adds up... sumtimes i sense that i'm near breaking point... heaving my emotions up and down -_-...


But well my frens, i'm still well... And CNY is approaching, yeap, happy season everyone! XD

身骑白马

Very Nice!!! Be sure to listen!!! and nope i had not forgotten this blog....

我的心太乱

夜里难以入睡用什么可以麻醉情绪

太多怎堪面对

不是不要你陪有些事你无法体会

卸下了防备孤独跟随

我想要一个自己的空间

能够好好想想我们之间的明天

如果爱情不如我们想像的甜美

那么所有的罪让我来背

我的心太乱要一些空白

你若是明白让我暂时的离开

我的心太乱不敢再贪更多爱

想哭的我却怎么哭也哭不出来

我的心太乱要一些空白

老天在不在忘了为我来安排

我的心太乱害怕爱情的背叛

想哭的我像是一个迷路小孩

迷路的小孩

Ha!

Hello...

lolx... looks like i haven't been updating for quite a while le...


lol..


jus to let u guys know, i'm fine guys and i did not forget i haf a blog... well jus tt been lazy to type anything down ...

Perhaps the piece of paper is getting too filled up?

sorry for the hiatus...



but everything's been sweet since the 03/03/2009 =)



Yes dudes, i'm attached... i'm surprised myself too... nvr in my life wld i expect to get a gf. but well there, i've found her... and i haf been happy since... thanks for the well wishes frm the dudes and gals i noe....

so prawn, this is my update... LOLX

我丢掉过很多东西

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就是学不会丢伤心

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可不会一展开单身旅行

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多远我才能忘记

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我捡到过很多东西

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就是捡不到你的心

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进出像片暗示迷雾

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森林迷了路

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走不回去

yes.. they are...

It never crossed my mind at all

That's what i tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, i know it is

But i see you

Sometimes i try to hide

What i feel inside...

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But i see you

Sometimes i try to hide

What i feel inside...

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget...

**Lyrics from "A Little Too Not Over You" by David Archuleta

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Why do i always haf song lyrics to relate to??? T_T

Surrender...

Johnny thot wrong...


He thot this was it, it will happen.... but... wat he got back was more confusion...



Johnny can't do anyting right does he?

My dear frens, my loving parents (although u all may not read this blog),

I very much wanna tell u that i am feeling terrible, so sad....

But, I will not say, cos not worth you listening to my lowly words....

Its all my fault... purely my fault.. i feel its not fair to you guys to listen to them...

I hope u guys a happy life ahead of you...

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I feel terrible...

terribly helpless....