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I feel terrible...

terribly helpless....

It is one of those days... yet again..

I dunno where or how to start.. jus feel like typing away, jotting anything down whatever comes into my mind.... I feel sad, real sad... perhaps a thot or sumthing i saw? i dunno... here i am, listening to the tunes playing in my player, immersed in my inner ramblings, feeling so lost, so helpless... sumtimes i really wonder, can anyone help me out of this? WILL there be anyone who can pull me out of this...

Desperate is the word.... such a convenient word.... help help help help help help help help help help help help help help and it goes on and on. right now, i'm crying inside, call me weakling, i dun care.. who can I talk to?? i mean REALLY tok to?? u might tink parents... yes no doubt, but.. but... sumtimes u feel tt its not enuff... right?? at least for me yes... my mind's in a mess... so many issues bothering me, can't tink, can't do anything right... emo? no... rather depressed... so many things in life, i wish i could jus go do it... but i jus cannot bring myself to do it.. i jus can't, CAN'T! Often, i'm being misunderstood, always the hurt one.... but i had since gotten used to it... :'(

Where can i find my motivation?? where? can u tell me where?? i'm like a boy in an empty room, circling, searching for sumthing tt will nvr come... Asking myself - wat am i really waiting ??

The boy stops his steps, curls up at a corner of the room and finally buries his head in his folded hands.

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新年快乐

万事如意

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Caught the second installement of "Red Cliff" by John Woo with frens on fri evening. it lived up to expectations i wld say... great cinematics, a truly awesome viewing experience!!

A very cute animation... heart-warming story between a boy and a cute magical creature, affectionately known in the film as Ponyo.

Was actually contemplating to watch either ong bak or ponyo... lolx.. in the end, I chose Ponyo... and nvr regretted my decision... lolx

2009

First of all let me wish u a Happy New Year!!


Well its the new year, new beginnings and new hopes perhaps?? haha... went over to prawn's place for a lil countdown gathering... like i mentioned it was subtle but fun.... I kinda like it this way... no crowds, no noise... jus time with frens... =)



Well then, there u haf it, a new year... Smooth sailing ahead peeps!!