And here i sit at my seat, not moving...


...listening to songs...


... and wondering why am i typing this out...

after watching a documentary on feral children... it reminds me of words i mentioned in a post earlier in this blog....



"Are we jus another primitive being or species in this planet, exploiting the higher interllect we possess under the delusion of sumthing we call "Civilisation"?? "

Jus wat does it mean by the word "human" ? Wat does it hold??

Under these dark clouds,

I am glad I haf this umbrella i can depend on... =)

Am really glad...


But am i able to retain and take care this umbrella tt i haf???


Wish me luck!

Disappointed

That's how i feel now....

"Why?" "What?" you may ask...

Well, the subject of disappointment in none other than me, myself... I hoped that i can make it, achieve sumthing.... but... reality has to come in and take it away frm me...

I am weary, tired... when will i be rid of this torture?? WHEN!!!

Man, I need to breathe...

~都怪我~

那一天看见你和他手牵手走来

.

我的心差点跳出来

.

都怪我 给你太多自由

.

才让他有机可趁 牵了你的手

.

都怪我 不懂得女人要的快乐

.

才会让你陷入痛苦抉择

李玖哲 - 死結

离不开的 却离开

抓不住想抓的爱怪自己活该我的未来 你不来

我的故事很无奈

我注定失败

我们的对话 你悄悄离了线

我们的热线 今后断了线

你在山的那边 那么遥远

你说再见 宣判了终点

你在我心里打了死结

绑住孤单 在我的世界

你带走的快乐 我没了知觉

一个人面对每个日夜

找不到你的我 已失去一切

我们的爱已无法脱险

你打了死结

无心伤害却伤害

空白以后才明白

原来这是爱

你的心我最能猜

你的爱我被淘汰

我注定悲哀

A night out with frens... Happy Birthday Bunny!!

haha... a simple post..

Another night of fun... thanks for the invitation bunny!!! woo hoo~! Well its a night where i see a different but delightful side of bunny.... =D lolx (right bunny?)
but wells, of cos i was't alone... prawn, mich, kelly, jessica were also there ;)

but first, its dinner at Shokudo japanese food bazaar... oh it was nice nice nice...i tink the omelettes there are nice... ambience is nice.. ideal for gatherings... theres even neoprint machines in there.. lol...

after which, we headed down to clark quay area... we went IndoChine Forbidden City... haha.. met up with alex - my unit mate, who is also bunny's sec sch fren.. such a small world eh! well he was good enuf to bring us in with sum 'privelege! =P in there, basically, music music music and of cos, a bday cake for the bday boy... and oh my, prawn and kelly can dance (yea.. we managed to pull them two to the dance floor =D )

after that, everyone got tired.. we went down to whiskey bar down at boat quay for sum chilling..
and.. tt was when i saw the diff side of bunny.. lolx..


Overall, I had an enjoyable night...

Dancing - fun

Jessica Kelly and Mich!

Bunny!! charming smile

Photos over the weekend!~

why do i look constipated?? Thats me, char, feli, Wh, yolanda!!
A night In Harry's...

MAKAN!! we were all very hungry..

@ Sentosa.. err.. tts ting rong being buried XD

well... not all of it though... =p

Thanks Guys...

Thanks guys... for making my 24th such a fun one!!

And...

Thanks for the Flaming Lamborghini!!

Being me...

... Its hard to explain...

...things being not justifiable by one actions...

...I am confused myself

Wat a night!!

Well.. i can now say that I had one of the most enjoyable Friday nights .... haha...

Well, the night started with me clicking on the "Logout" button in my computer screen at my workplace... then, me and the gang waited for each other to settle their misc tasks... And.... we were going to the KTV!!! hahaha...

Well its abt 7.15pm when we get there... luckily WH made a reservation, we were able to get a room fast.. hehe.. and of cos, 2 more joined in after that =) and as usual, we sang our hearts out... but too bad 2 of them haf to leave early... =/

So we lala-ed till 11pm...we promptly made our leave... this is when one of my colleague fren asked me and the others whether do we wan to go St James. at first, i rejected... but after managing to convince one of my colleague fren to go... haha.. i gave in... =p Initially think there were 3 of us who agreed to go... but halfway to the MRT station, haha, one fren changed his mind.. -__-" lolx but ok la, there will be another time!!

so the rest of us happily made our way down to St James... reached there abt 1130pm... oh my, at first i was abit apprehensive as this is the first time i've been to places like this (yes yes, laugh all u can) haha.. and my fren assured me tt i will not regret it... And she was right! haha.. okok.. when we were there, met up with 3 more ppl... and headed to Dragonfly... a few rounds of drinks were passed around... and we drank, talked and danced to the beat.. and man, now i know why ppl can get so high at clubs... wahahaha!!

Dragonfly's theme was boring my fren's boyfriend though.. wahahaha.. with live bands... not tt its not nice... but having slower tempo songs played.. it jus kills the feel... lolx.. thus with that, we headed to Movida instead.. it was much much better than dragonfly... and the gang practically danced the night away till 5am.. =)

After that we headed down to Geylang for sum dim sum, more chat and jokes... haha but by then, we were bushed.. especially my fren, who was practically half asleep at the table... it was not long after we call it a day... time? 5.50am.. each of us hailed our cabs and happily went home... by the time i got home, it was 6.10am already...

I practically crashed to the bed after shower...

and sry.. was having too much fun to take photos... =/

but well watever~ lol

nice.

Gloomy days...

i'm sure most of you know that the economy is going downhill...

fears of this and that (theres too many to say and i tink u guys noe wat exactly are the fears)

but i believe we will tide thru this...

Its jus another roller coaster ride right??

=)

*__*

Its sunday again...

Out goes the fun, in comes the Blues...


Another week... another struggle...

Little King

Today when i was, as usual, listening to my music in a train cabin... A cry caught my ear's attention and then eventually mine...



It was a toddler's cry...



I looked over to the direction of the source and there is this cute caucasian toddler... and he was throwing a tantrum... He was kicking his legs into the air, yelling, crying. The parents really had their hands full with this child.. haha... but well, the toddler's not that bad afterall, he responded well to his parents teases and tickles.. after awhile, convinced tt he was satisfied, parents went back to their conversation... Seeing this, the toddler kicked up a fuss again... And then it occurred to me that - this little king has unsatiable appetite for attention...

But he was lucky - cos he had a very spontaneous grp of by-standers.. haha.. it seemed like this lil king has this x-factor... it got everybody around him smiling including me! haha.. sum were even making faces at him... in the midst, out came the trusty ragdoll... lolx.. this is the funniest... At first, he was jus holding it... waving it around, smiling as he does it (due to the BIG attention he's getting.. and he's luving it) and then, it dropped from his hands.... a helpful man picked it up and hand it to him..

And guess wat he did next?

Yes (to some) he looked at the man and he threw it onto the floor... Oh, u shld haf seen his face, he was looking (or staring?? hmm) at the man expectantly when he threw the doll... he was doing it deliberately!! lolx.. a very light-hearted moment i wld say... tt move made me thought (at that moment) that life is still beautiful... hmmm.. but subsequently the ragdoll was confiscated by the mother... and the poor little king was back to his rantings...

But oh well, toddlers will be toddlers... we are all guilty of that right?? ahahhaa... too bad i cannot get a picture of the lil king... hes cute...

Jus sumthing share, hope it brought a smile to ur face or at least ur heart... =)

Till next time, cya!