sorry for the hiatus...



but everything's been sweet since the 03/03/2009 =)



Yes dudes, i'm attached... i'm surprised myself too... nvr in my life wld i expect to get a gf. but well there, i've found her... and i haf been happy since... thanks for the well wishes frm the dudes and gals i noe....

so prawn, this is my update... LOLX

我丢掉过很多东西

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就是学不会丢伤心

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可不会一展开单身旅行

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多远我才能忘记

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我捡到过很多东西

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就是捡不到你的心

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进出像片暗示迷雾

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森林迷了路

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走不回去

yes.. they are...

It never crossed my mind at all

That's what i tell myself

What we had has come and gone

You're better off with someone else

It's for the best, i know it is

But i see you

Sometimes i try to hide

What i feel inside...

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget

Don't remind me

I'm not over it

Tell me why

I can't seem to face the truth

I'm just a little too not over you

Memories

Supposed to fade

What's wrong with my heart?

Shake it off, let it go

Didn't think it be this hard

Should be strong

Moving on

But i see you

Sometimes i try to hide

What i feel inside...

Tell me why

You're so hard to forget...

**Lyrics from "A Little Too Not Over You" by David Archuleta

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Why do i always haf song lyrics to relate to??? T_T

Surrender...

Johnny thot wrong...


He thot this was it, it will happen.... but... wat he got back was more confusion...



Johnny can't do anyting right does he?

My dear frens, my loving parents (although u all may not read this blog),

I very much wanna tell u that i am feeling terrible, so sad....

But, I will not say, cos not worth you listening to my lowly words....

Its all my fault... purely my fault.. i feel its not fair to you guys to listen to them...

I hope u guys a happy life ahead of you...

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I feel terrible...

terribly helpless....

It is one of those days... yet again..

I dunno where or how to start.. jus feel like typing away, jotting anything down whatever comes into my mind.... I feel sad, real sad... perhaps a thot or sumthing i saw? i dunno... here i am, listening to the tunes playing in my player, immersed in my inner ramblings, feeling so lost, so helpless... sumtimes i really wonder, can anyone help me out of this? WILL there be anyone who can pull me out of this...

Desperate is the word.... such a convenient word.... help help help help help help help help help help help help help help and it goes on and on. right now, i'm crying inside, call me weakling, i dun care.. who can I talk to?? i mean REALLY tok to?? u might tink parents... yes no doubt, but.. but... sumtimes u feel tt its not enuff... right?? at least for me yes... my mind's in a mess... so many issues bothering me, can't tink, can't do anything right... emo? no... rather depressed... so many things in life, i wish i could jus go do it... but i jus cannot bring myself to do it.. i jus can't, CAN'T! Often, i'm being misunderstood, always the hurt one.... but i had since gotten used to it... :'(

Where can i find my motivation?? where? can u tell me where?? i'm like a boy in an empty room, circling, searching for sumthing tt will nvr come... Asking myself - wat am i really waiting ??

The boy stops his steps, curls up at a corner of the room and finally buries his head in his folded hands.

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新年快乐

万事如意

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Caught the second installement of "Red Cliff" by John Woo with frens on fri evening. it lived up to expectations i wld say... great cinematics, a truly awesome viewing experience!!

A very cute animation... heart-warming story between a boy and a cute magical creature, affectionately known in the film as Ponyo.

Was actually contemplating to watch either ong bak or ponyo... lolx.. in the end, I chose Ponyo... and nvr regretted my decision... lolx

2009

First of all let me wish u a Happy New Year!!


Well its the new year, new beginnings and new hopes perhaps?? haha... went over to prawn's place for a lil countdown gathering... like i mentioned it was subtle but fun.... I kinda like it this way... no crowds, no noise... jus time with frens... =)



Well then, there u haf it, a new year... Smooth sailing ahead peeps!!

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"I wake up, it's a bad dream No one on my side

I was fighting

But I just feel too tired

To be fighting

Guess I'm not the fighting kind"

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Now I really wish that I'd never existed

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