Guardian Angel...

well yea... upon seeing these two words... wat do u haf in mind??


For me, they are my parents....


i noe this sounds cliche... but i really haf to say they are my guardian angels.... (do not fret my frens, u r my vice angels =]) well dun u tink they are trully amazing?? its not abt responsibility or anything... but the unconditional love and care they give u... in this case, to me....

However, it is for tt very reason, i haf let them down.... looking back... i tink i had really let them down alot... misunderstanding their good intentions... I had let my blind heart lead me by the nose... and now, it is done certain damage.... i'm not sure is it repairable but I jus wann say i'm sorry...

I dun think i haf tt confidence and courage to face them and this fact... I wanna do good, i truly do.. its not tt i do not know.. i know the whole picture very well... I'm jus not sure... too weak...

When will i step out of this vile circle of psychological barriers?? am i up to it??



Or will i slip deeper into the crevice??


wish me luck.

oh my, i'm tearing...