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well... all these talk, all these comments.... well thanks for the opinions said...


I feel like an empty shell... soul-less...


Like I said in my friendster... "MufFled CoNfiDencE, SiLenCeD DeTerMinAtiOn, SuPrEsSed ViGouR"

Its not tt i wanna be like this.. but i really cannot bring myself to it... Many had happened during my course of life... well i'm sure u might be wondering i'm jus 24yrs old... wats so troubling? i haven step out of this world to fully understand the misery of the the real world... yes, tt u r right...

But i'm sure everyone of you know urself right? well i've evaluated myself... and i see a complete failure in life... well sumtimes i feel my very existence is a joke... maybe i shldn't be born in the first place....

haiz... this is not another ordinary post... jus wanna tell u guys wat i really feel... having said all these, hope u jus keep this to urself... no point trying to reason with me... this is me...

but not all's lost... hope i can change for the better...

if the society has a place for me....

i can only hope....