I think...

.... theres sumthing wrong with my life.


Many had happened and yet its not worth recalling... It like i've fallen into this deep crevice in the earth... Year after year, slowly but relentlessly, it accumulates... Only I myself will understand this feeling tt is pricking my heart from time to time...

I'm not expecting u guys to also contemplate this feeling tt i haf (if you DO care at all) There are reasons to wat i do and behave... maybe tts good? maybe it can make me see things clearly and mould me into a nice person?? well only time will tell...

well... within this dull personality of mine, am actually screaming... screaming for an improvement, screaming for a resolution in my life... screaming for freedom in this cooped up place called my heart(spritually spking)...

But I doubt that will happen... looks like its checkmate to myself... maybe all these are pre-destined??

Future is not shining for me...