Thursday, January 3, 2008

My apologies...

I know i've thrown myself into bad lights here. wat was done was not very nice.

Sorry for walking off jus like tt... yes, very mood dampening..

I must say tt i wasn't all green with the clarke quay idea at all... in fact i was against it but reluctantly agreed to it (which led to the deciding factor of my attire and eventually the big mistake of the night and thus i'm sorry for tt again).

Furhtermore, my mood was affected before even meeting u guys... well nvm... The crowd @ clarke quay was over powering and if u noticed, i dun like crowded places. It gave me an uneasy feeling... it accumulated until it got to a point tt its totally unbearable jus like a volatile substance waiting to be combusted. It was at this point, came a spark (i wun say who or wat) and on the spot, i snapped.

Absurd it might seem, but then i jus wanted to get out of the place as soon as possible. Too much guilt and anguish (of myself) overcame me.

well.. i'm sorry for everything... but sumtimes i tink, is there a need to be so ceremonial? i'm not saying u shld not but given tis instance, whereby its not very well planned and concrete, why force sumthing out of it? (ok... this is jus a question and its subjective on my part but give it a thot.)

All in all, I'm truly sorry
However, its hard for me to see u guys the way i used to... wats done had jolted my confidence and integrity as a fren.

7 comments:

PRETTYvenom said...

it's not as bad as you think

Anonymous said...

Alright...small issue small issue huh,everything is back to normal again, dun need say sorry, no hard feeling, no grudge only hardcore solid friendship...thats wat we are made off...no need paiseh, we understands...haha good good...the coast is CLEAR!!! ROLL-OUT brothers...weeeeeeeeeee!!!

johnNy said...

=)

Anonymous said...

yea we r back to e good old days again...
=) Buddies Forever...

Anonymous said...

"it is the uncertainties and the problems that occurs, tying the bonds of friendship closer and closer."

"that's what friends are for, we go through everything together, we forgive and we move together."

Although I'm not part of it, but for a fellow scorpio buddy, yeap. That's actually how it works.

johnNy said...

haha thanks bunny!! thanks for the advice!! ;)

Anonymous said...

hmm..dun really need to apologize. many things do not have a right or wrong factor. or rather its situational and require contingencty approach.

Cherish friendship. For both parties. still same 8 words.

有容乃大,皆大欢喜
you rong nai da,
jie da huan xi

To have mutual tolerance and understanding, embracing to have harmony.